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I'll Cry Tomorrow
05:33
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CHORUS today i bear the weight Em D
of unbearable sorrow C G
if im not trampled by the night Em D
i'll cry tomorrow Am G
VERSE 1 Picking flowers in the springtime Am7 D
Picking berries in the fall
Sometimes I cant control my emotions
Other times I feel nothing at all.
there is no refuge in the past G D
because all that was is lost Am
a road that led to nowhere G Em
that should have reached the distant stars C D
REPEAT CHORUS
VERSE 2
some things hurt so bad
you cant even tell your closest friends
you try to keep looking straight ahead
but you are looking though a broken lens
i dont want strangers saying
they are sorry about my loss
thier intentions may be sincere
but these are just generic thoughts
BRIDGE ill cry tomorrow G Em
but i wont do my crying here D Am
ill drop my tears into the ocean Em D
hoping your ghost will appear D7 Em
VERSE 3 like an empty husk in a dust bowl drought
dried up in my dust bowl heart
like tumbleweeds at the end of the road
where the blind man left his cart
i saw the last leaves of autumn fall
And the rivers clogged with slush
a princess at her vanity
dropping her golden brush
today i bear the weight
of an unbearable sorrow
if im not trampled by the night
i'll cry tomorrow
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dawn is breakimg i hear a cry
another sleeping man has died
the sky is swarming with dragonflies
on the other side of the window
on the other side of the window
bayonets in a long grey line
i never should have done what i did
but sometimes i just lose my mind
church bells ring when the reverend calls "bingo
shoes hanging off the telephone wire
gangland wars between the catholics and the gringos
on the other side of the window
lines of ailing people trying to beat the clock
a ragman passes by pushing an empty cart
the cops are standing by waiting for the riot to start
on the other side of the wndow
on the other side of the window
people are seeking others for distraction
others as bored as themselves
breaking all the lawa of attraction universal dissatisfaction
to stay safe within the boundaries of tradition
or run howling down the highway to perdition
the poison of purity in the lie of a nation
chasing happiness through self-annihilation
on the other side of the window
i see a little girl and an old man
a woman who knows the situation,
yet doesnt understand
i hit my head n the ceiling and get knocked out cold
than i float like a blind man in limbo
i open my eyes but there is nothing left to see
on the other side of the window
on the other side of the window
there is nothing for me to see
but from the other side of the window
something is peeking in at me
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3. |
Clotheslines in the Wind
03:16
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CHORUS I never declared my love for her
Nor she her love for me
Even had i meant it, I never would had said it
The only time I played that old violin
Was when I had my eyes
on some clothesline in the wind
VERSE ONE i had a tank full of whiskey
and a belly full of beer
in the night i took her home
and poured those lies into her ear
i was post-war and pre-modern
and she was like some lipstick ad
that promised glowing happiness
and gave you twenty shades of sad.
REPEAT CHORUS
throw your legs across the railing
try to catch a fish
if its shorter than your forearm
then its too small for your dish
throw it back into the river
remove the hook before it dies
you cant swat away people
like you swat away a fly
BRIDGE
i should have kept my wits about me
held my family close around me
instead of gazing up at things
that were not there
watching specks of life
burn down to cinders in the air
CHORUS I never declared my love for her
Nor she her love for me
Even had i meant it, I never would had said it
The only time I played that old violin
Was when I had my eyes
on some clothesline in the wind
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Hungary 1869
03:25
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Round up, cowboys
Put them in the bull pen
Always symmetrical
Never theoretical
Push their faces in the mud
Kick them in the head
With steel toes
Strip the women of their clothes
And whip them till their lifeorce flows
into the mud and they are naught but ghosts
in the gauntlet
Rituals of interrogation Promises of vindication
Buit they break your sword and snap your neck
by conviction without arrest The revolution is suppressed
The chaos of suicide
as they fall from the tower
inquisition non-productive
and pointless
Lines of rooms
where men hang themselves
Now voiceless
Rooms too small to shit in
But big enough to die in
why do they only murder
A select few every day
When in the end
Every last dissident
Will be blown away.
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Cesspool Ridge
03:20
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i was born in an oil spill
half a mile down sludge hill
i worked hard to buy a home
above the dead stink of the catacombs
but the man with a head made of garbage
took it back when i defaulted on the mortgage
now im living beneath the bridge
connecting the town with cesspool ridge
cesspool ridge
the evicted and the dispossessed
cesspool ridge
where you find the brightest and the best
globalization
is world domination
its a three way split
but you cant divide the pie
and the old neighborhood
is cesspool ridge
coming down with the sewage
because the price was too high
cesspool ridge
mass layoff at boeing
cesspool ridge
trickle-down sewage over-flowing
they will have to take down russia
and china too
and scoop up all the rest
with a silver spoon
globalization
is world domination
its a three way split
but you cant divide the pie
cesspool ridge
urban renewal
cesspool ridge
the sewer in the jewel
there are logs in the lake
how many men did it take
to get them here
from the penninsula
they were rolling slow
down skid row
like a scene
from neo realist cinema show
cesspool ridge
thats the good side of town
cesspool ridge
someday we are gonna burn it all down down
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6. |
Down With Freedom
01:45
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down with freedom
death to the french
marat, rousseau
a milky stench
down with freedom
their soup, their wines
gestapo hearts
and vichy minds
devils of
philosophy
masters of
hypocrisy
revolution's
ugly twin
nazis under
neath the skin
down with freedom
their sauce, their cheese
the dripping smile
the fixed trapeze
shit to the subjective eye
masculine gaze feminine replies
shit to verlaine
and baudelaire
flowers of evil
snakebitten hair
devils of
philosophy
masters of
hypocrisy
revolution's
ugly twin
nazis under
neath the skin
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7. |
Poland 1945
03:29
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the war is over
the fighting goes on
those who sleep
will be dead by dawn
tanks in the streets
resistance in vain
the germans are gone
and the russians remain
they maintained their innocence
til their last living breath
all are born guilty
and sentenced to death
dictators and ambassadors
attend the daily massacres
shoot at will
shoot to kill
bus drivers and their passengers
the war is over
the fighting goes on
those who sleep
will be dead by dawn
tanks in the streets
resistance in vain
the germans are gone
and the russians remain
passionless assasins
like sabbah sabbah hassan
fire at random into the crowd
make it bloody make it loud
never waste the time to aim
if they kill one of their own, its all the same
whether their coats are blue or red
we pay by the pound, not the head
the war is over
the fighting goes on
those who sleep
will be dead by dawn
tanks in the streets
resistance in vain
the germans are gone
and the russians remain
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8. |
Guest of Honor
01:56
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you can play it gentle
or with stampeding force
no matter how good the actor
its hard to play a horse
strike a pose
wear a mask
you only live
as long as it lasts
learn your lines
and cast your poles
the fish are too scarce
to fill your bowls
for the run of the play
or the flight of the hawk
if the door is locked
dont bother to knock
one final toast
then it's over
for the guest of honor
he was our captain
now we are his host
somebody drive him home
give him a flask of whiskey
see him home safely
as the tight spaces close in on him now
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9. |
Anonymous Man
03:10
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anonymous man
never did anything stupid
never did anything at all
anonymous man
nobody tells stories about him
he never tells stories about himself
there are no stories to tell
he is anonymous man
the street to the conference is blocked
so he gets out of his fascist limosine and walks
sleeps through the keynote address
then walks down pine streeet
to the cafe inside borders books and music
the barista notices his wto badge
and refuses to serve him
so he walks northt to a bar in belltown
orders a beer and goes to the jukebox
a girls sidles up beside him and plunks in a quarter
plays some smooth jazz and asks if he likes this kind of music
he leaves without returning for his beer at the bar
takes a taxi to his hotel
there is a knock at the door
it is a girl
he sends her away
strips down to his shorts
dials up a pornographic movie
and falls asleep
anonymous man
never did anything stupid
never did anything at all
anonymous man
nobody tells stories about him
he never tells stories about himself
there are no stories to tell
he is anonymous man
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10. |
Bullet on a Whim
02:55
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the one who saved you yesterday
is wasting you today
you give everything you got
then get a bullet in your heart on a whim
and it tears right through your skin
taking trains from place to place
face to face you play
the festival circuit
third stage tents
where they shuffle the solo acoustic acts
that have fallen through the cracks
onto their backs
walking to the grounds
taxi wont take you
too much traffic
and its faster to walk
than to hitch
you will never get rich
but you found your nitch
in the bargain bin
and then someone fires a bullet on a whim
and it tears right through your skin
crossing the river of the dead
you fall as the water falls
where those who have escaped the horrors
and ridiculous comedies of everyday life
play the slots and the wheel
you ask for a new deck
but you get the same deal
somebody shoots a bullet in your heart on a whim
and it tears right through your skin
if you get another throw of the dice
and win a chance to ride the wild mouse twice
be content to be with other people in the moment
dont try to install yourself into their lives
you do that and they put themselves on pause
until you are gone
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11. |
Peru 2023
03:25
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someone build a temple on my daddys grave x3
so anytone that passes has to fall to their knees and pray
my daddy used to tell me
how he crawled across
graveyards on his belly
and when the shells hit the dirt
pieces of the dead flew up like jelly
he told of a day in northern italy
his friend received a letter
he smiled as he read it aloud
and the words of love made the soldiers feel better
suddenly his head jerked backwards
it what looked at first like laughter
then his face filled with pain
his helmet fell into the mud
filled with his brains
his war was the war to end all wars
but all it ended was the remnant
of the world that survived it
enriching the dead souls
of the scum that revived it
now my kids watch the news
and theyre afraid to go to class
massacres on the highway
mass graveyards in the grass
checkpoints on every corner
soldiers marching down neighborhood streets
when trouble comes dont even think
of calling the god damned police
unless you want to get your head blown off
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who have time to listen
(A) Acousticmaddie 2023
Can you hear the silence
When the bomb alarm stopped singing?
Can you hear the sorrows
When a thousand church bells ringing?
Can you hear the moon cry
When mother earth is bleeding?
Can you hear the father cry for
children no longer breathing?
Hear the echoes of the brown boots whispering
nobody cares for thee
Watch the masses bow their heads ,singing
Thank God it wasn´t me
Thank God it wasn´t me”
But no one seems to hear the silence
When the war child fall to ´death
And who have time to listen
to the earth's heavy last breath?
They forgot the feeling
Of the wind against their skin,
They have forgot how evil sounds,
When the brown boots marching in
Hear the echoes of the brown boots whispering
nobody cares for thee
Watch the masses bow their heads ,singing
Thank God it wasn´t me
Thank God it wasn´t me”
Our history is screaming
Of all the things that once have been
And a thousand sorrows watching
The evils painted scene
They walk away in silence
When sun turned in to dark
stand n ´watching by the side walk
When light forgot how to park
Hear the echoes of the brown boots whispering
nobody cares for thee
Watch the masses bow their heads ,singing
Thank God it wasn´t me
Thank God it wasn´t me”
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13. |
Renewable Happiness
02:52
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the commotion of emotion
or a sweet releasing peace
renewable happiness has an expiration date
like a magazine subscription
better to aim for peace of mind
than emotional addiction
the rise in buying
the loss in selling
the ups and downs of a love affair
and you try to split the difference
night may fall
in the middle of the day
but eclipses never last that long
two way profit is the name of the game
when creator and consumer are one and the same
you make the product and pay them to sell it
they carousel it and barbell it back to you
So many repetitions in the sky
like Carson's reflections in the eye
you can tear the heart asunder
but it will always be a lonely hunter
renewable happiness has an expiration date
like a magazine subscription
better to aim for peace of mind
than emotional addiction
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14. |
Hammer down the Lid
03:02
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he was with her when her mother died
she was with him when his father died
his dog was with him when he died
her cat was with her when she died
so hammer down the lid
what are you waiting for?
hammer down the lid
none of this matters any more
when she went off the rail
he straightened the track
when he was lost inside the whale
she carried him back
he was a rebel and she was a yank
they had a mutual account at a philadelphia bank
so hammer down the lid
what are you waiting for?
hammer down the lid
none of this matters any more
this is the graveyard
where dead love lies
memories are lost
and the black bird flies
so hammer down the lid
what are you waiting for?
hammer down the lid
none of this matters any more
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