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State of the Heart

by Bill White

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1.
verse 1 this is not a time to be fighting one another this is not a time for war this is our time for us to work together there is no point in keeping score verse 2 we cannot afford to be fighting over scraps of useless, misplaced pieces we never shall return to watch the fires burn no more can we afford such caprices chorus or we shall be traveling with empty roadmaps following a line between two cities where a highway connected you and me nobody will remember the places we have lived or the people we used to be bridge we rode into the canadian sunset from montreal to the vancouver shore curling along rivers through the mountains back then nobody thought of making war verse 3 this is the time for loving one another this is a time to give thanks even if we have little time together let's not waste it in childish pranks verse 4 the earth may be scorched but the sky remains blue and wind blows life into frescos as long as my eyes see you and your eyes see me we shall follow wherever the heart goes repeat chorus
2.
Turn off the television Close my eyes Show myself pictures of previous times Listen to the songs Of the crickets and birds Try to do some thinking without words You heard the door open and close Don’t look out the window Nobody is there Turn around my dear I’m right behind you Rockin' in my rockin' chair Count the bruises And broken bones Words that hurt more than the stones People who left People who stayed Debts outstanding and the ones marked paid You heard the door open and close Don’t look out the window Nobody is there Turn around my dear I’m right behind you Rockin' in my rockin' chair The sun and the moon Pass through clouds Parties ‘til dawn, music too loud Punches hard Kisses soft Drinks all around when the gloves come off You heard the door open and close Don’t look out the window Nobody is there Turn around my dear I’m right behind you Rockin' in my rockin' chair Forgotten faces Remembered names In the end It's all the same What was here Is no longer there I keep on rockin' In my rockin' chair You heard the door open and close Don’t look out the window Nobody is there Turn around my dear I’m right behind you Rockin' in my rockin' chair
3.
Liquid steel 
through my vein
 pushes air
 into my brain It's not enough 
i need a flood
 to put more red cells
 in my blood

 (Chorus) 
Nothing works
 i'm not okay,
 what is wrong
 with me today?

 Don't open me 
i'm not a box 
im like a pair 
of dirty socks

 Lying on
 a bathroom floor
 somewhere south 
 of Baltimore

 Nothing works... My arms are frozen 
in a cramp 
my head is hot
 my chest is dam 

I try to rise
 up from my bed 
but only god
 can raise the dead

 Nothing works...
4.
chorus ring the bell ring the bell C’mon now ring that bell i fail most severely on the ground where i excel Verse 1 i remember you said i was the one whose light did hide inside from the light of the sun i whispered low that you are surely right and i praised the way you shone your shining light Chorus ring the bell ring the bell C’mon now ring that bell i fail most severely on the ground where i excel Chorus ring the bell ring the bell i fail most severely on the ground where i excel Verse 2 I know you loved the neon spiked applause and you loved you the fortune and the fame to great effect but little cause your life was in your name Verse 3 while i trembled lonely in the dark i left no inprint on the rock now i’m sleeping sound and I know all is well but when i wake i will ring the bell Chorus ring the bell ring the bell i fail most severely on the ground where i excel ring the bell ring the bell when i wake, all will be well
5.
Karen, My Heart Aches for You verse 1 my life is empty my children grown and my wife despises me old friends falling with each gust of wind like leaves from a tree chorus karen, my heart aches for you and for our carefree days i never told you how i loved you though i loved you in every way verse 2 i dream of returning to places where we harmonized but you have left those places and god help me, so have i chorus karen, my heart aches for you and for our carefree days i never told you how i loved you though i loved you in every way bridge each time a magician flicks his wrist it becomes clear that i no longer exist chorus karen, my heart aches for you and for our carefree days i never told you how i loved you though i loved you in every way
6.
Any Dress She Likes verse 1 she can wear any dress she likes but there is only one she has the boys in the snow are singing christmas songs but she listens only to jazz chorus she has the world on a string the devil by the tail she can wear any dress she wants but she will never catch the whale verse 2 she can bathe in the bouquet of a varied essence but may wear only one perfume and the staircase of heaven crosses many mansions but she returns always to the same room bridge her blouse is too tight her pants never fit dresses are the only thing she feels comfortable in chorus she has the world on a string the devil by the tail she can wear any dress she wants but she will never catch the whale
7.
Road Trippin' 2022 Road Trippin' 2022 Georgie Cooper & Bill White Hitchin in '76 out of Pittsburgh Got a ride in a vagabond van A full tank of gasoline And six cases of empty beer cans Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' I didn't know where they were headed As long as it was someplace far In those days I wasn't afraid To get into a stranger's car Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' I suppose I was asked along As a spare girl for the extra guy But I was young to know the score I just went along for the ride Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' Road Trippin' Road Trippin' Hitchin in '76 out of Pittsburgh Got a ride in a vagabond van A full tank of gasoline And six cases of empty beer cans Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' I didn't know where they were headed As long as it was someplace far In those days I wasn't afraid To get into a stranger's car Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' I suppose I was asked along As a spare girl for the extra guy But I was young to know the score I just went along for the ride Road trippin' In the back of a van I didn’t respond When he took my hand Asked where I was On this sunny day And why I was So far away Road Trippin' Road Trippin' Road Trippin' Road Trippin'
8.
I COULD NEVER LOVE YOU Verse 1 you can leave a bag of money on my doorstep or plant black roses in the dirt sew up the bullet holes in my jacket and wash out all the blood stains from my shirt Chorus but i could never love you i dont even like you get as far away from me as you can find another load that you can carry give somebody else your helping hand Verse 2 you bring me pizza while i work the overnight shift and bourbon while i mop the morning floors you fill my gas tank to the top with unleaded and pick the flies from the spider webs on my screen door Chorus but i could never love you i dont even like you get as far away from me as you can find another load that you can carry give somebody else your helping hand Bridge you tell me you are honest you tell me you are fair but i'd rather scale the walls of death than run my fingers through your venomous hair Verse 3 still you can slip a pistol deep into my jacket and perjure yourself in court if i am caught but i will never turn my eyes in your direction or water the flowers that you brought Chorus because i could never love you i dont even like you get as far away from me as you can find another load that you can carry give somebody else your helping hand
9.
we did as we were told pouring ouselves into their mold and climbed the liquid ladder through the clutter and the clatter grabbing at the passing ring but they never intended to cut us in on anything they revised our stories and redacted all our songs it never was an issue of the right against the wrong they tore down our houses and wiped the city clean and never intended to cut us in on anything when our movements were restricted they bombed the streets we used to walk demolishing bars and coffeeshops where once we danced and talked miles of empty towers operated by machines never was it their intention to cut us in on anything we did as we were told pouring ouselves into their mold and climbed the liquid ladder through the clutter and the clatter grabbing at the passing ring but they never intended to cut us in on anything
10.
my name is gerald galpin i married a flapper in the wild and roaring twenties she gave me a daughter and i named her after me Little Gerri she was my tinkerbell but her mother was in a class below me so i had her committed to the mad house i was an officer on the enterprise and I fought the japs in world war two then I remarried and I sired a worthy brood Little Gerri was accepted by her new family and she loved her elegant cousins but when the war ended Gerri married a gunner from my ship so i cut off the flow of the family chips living on hot dogs and sleeping in the park Little Gerri was married to a drunkard who beat her When the jap bounded him in the battle of the midway and we lay in the dark i divorced my second wife and I married my secretary who gave me twins and a blind son they are all successful now and my time is done Little Gerri never knew that her mother lived to an old age in the mad house just 12 miles north of the home where Little Gerri raised five kids alone And in the mad house the mother knows Little Gerri never knew Mommy was just 12miles from her home Little Gerri never knew her Mommy was just 12miles from home Until the day she died Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew Little Gerri never knew
11.
STREET CORNER ANGEL (Kate Stanton) (for jeanne towne) it was long long ago when the city was young on every street corner our stories were sung some grew in the sunshine some died in the shade and under an awning a blind girl on the autoharp played street corner angel pinpoints of light stars telling stories on frescos of night strumming serenely in a state of grace cradling an autoharp against her face her blind eyes are fixed on some heavenly isle when you stop to listen she breaks into a smile she stands still as a statue transfixed in a glow the song comes to a end and she whispers. "hello" street corner angel pinpoints of light stars telling stories on frescos of nights strumming serenely in a state of grace cradling an autoharp against her face one night you see her crossing town on a bus you sit down beside her in a bonding of trust her effusions were honest her words were austere and that moment in time remains vivid and clear street corner angel pinpoints of light stars telling stories on frescos of night strumming serenely in a state of grace cradling an autoharp against her face

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released February 25, 2022

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